Monday, March 30, 2009
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To think i was a dumb fool all this while,
to think that i've been faithful all this while.
Have you ever thought of feelings, the consequences?
Right now, you've yet to understand what a girl thinks,
& you've yet to realise that i'm a committed girlfriend of yours.
I bet that whoever that wants to be with you,
will never be as good as me.
Why am i ranting about all this stuffs?
because i think i don't deserve such treatment & misery from you.
I treated you so well, cared & love you wholeheartedly.
How can you do this to me?
Whatever happens, i will let you go if i need to.
But if you're willing to change everything, not literally everything,
but be a loving boyfriend & understanding one,
I am willing be yours again.
But get this right, if you were to hurt me another time,
I'm sorry but i have to do my part & find a better guy next time.
Saturday was with the usuals during midnight for a drink, homed after that with fooksoon's cab.
Sunday was L4d, by gng out with the usuals, i guessed i'm quite occupied with the events, cooping up @ home will only make me miserable & be reminded of you.
I'm sick of crying for you, i'm really sick & tired. when will all this come to an end? )':