Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Am i really happy or not?
I guess i'm not, let me confide in you - my blog.
Heartbreaking, is all i can say. It all ended, in my own hands.
I read through all those sweet msges, those beautiful peektures that we
took together, all compiled in one file. Everywhere i go, it reminds of
you & me. It wasn't difficult to go through this 17 months.
Beautiful memories start flooding through my mind,
one by one flashing in my mind.
I admit, i could not forget you.
I don't know if i had made the correct choice, there's a taste of
bitterness to it, but there's also a taste of acheivement.
I'm sure i'm happy with you, but not when you change.
Tears will start rolling down my cheeks whenever i think about you.
But still, i chose this.
I'm not sure whether you give a damn about this,
But i don't think you did. You seem so oblivious to your surroundings.
I was expecting you to do something about it, but i guess you won't.
Everything was my choice, i deserve all this.
You appear in my mind everytime although i seem to have give up everything.
But i've not. I still...love you.
I don't know if i should say this, but that's true..
Everything is me who had caused this. )'''':
Heartwrenching,
