Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I've made my stand,
I don't know why you couldn't put yourself into my shoes.
Think will you?
I've told you everything that i needed to.
It's up to you to made the decision what do you want in your life.
By helping yourself to cover & not feeling any sense of guilt,
you will not change. By saying i'm a small kid,
what about you? You're even childish compared to me,
when one is matured, one would never say he/she is matured,
get it? By having a thinking yours, it means you're childish.
I've said my piece, i don't know what you really want.
You just got me and everyone so fed up.
School was rather mundane...who will ever say school will be interesting,
I'm sorry i don't have any peektures on my recent posts, because as you guys
can see, many issues have been happening around me, i have no mood or time.
I promise i will be happy all over again, and look forward to even more pictures!
For now, i will NOT mix personal matters & studies,
Whatever in the future happens, if it's gonna be something bad happening to me,
It will not affect my studies no matter what.
Thanks readers for the continuous concern you guys have been giving me, greatly appreciated! love you people. (L)
Monday, March 30, 2009
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To think i was a dumb fool all this while,
to think that i've been faithful all this while.
Have you ever thought of feelings, the consequences?
Right now, you've yet to understand what a girl thinks,
& you've yet to realise that i'm a committed girlfriend of yours.
I bet that whoever that wants to be with you,
will never be as good as me.
Why am i ranting about all this stuffs?
because i think i don't deserve such treatment & misery from you.
I treated you so well, cared & love you wholeheartedly.
How can you do this to me?
Whatever happens, i will let you go if i need to.
But if you're willing to change everything, not literally everything,
but be a loving boyfriend & understanding one,
I am willing be yours again.
But get this right, if you were to hurt me another time,
I'm sorry but i have to do my part & find a better guy next time.
Saturday was with the usuals during midnight for a drink, homed after that with fooksoon's cab.
Sunday was L4d, by gng out with the usuals, i guessed i'm quite occupied with the events, cooping up @ home will only make me miserable & be reminded of you.
I'm sick of crying for you, i'm really sick & tired. when will all this come to an end? )':
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Thanks for the tags of comfort, i promise, you guys i will get over this very soon-
which i don't know even when. I know it myself, it will take months for me to get over or maybe even longer. I'm someone who is emotional, but what can i do? Sighs, as what i said, it ended in my own hands, i destroyed it. I made myself miserable.
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I know you guys would encourage me not to put the blame on me, but it can't be helped.
I'm the one,
i'm the one &
i'm always the oneI tried many different ways of making myself happy,
but still, your spirit still lingers around me even though you're not around.
Even a song, a show would remind me of you.
Making myself occupied with friends doesn't help,
I know you're happy now, without me.
I wish you all the best someone
BETTER than me.
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Had a day out with usuals today to Teoheng for Karoke. Sang till past 12 & bused home. Rather mundane..
Please allow me to be happy sooooon! (':
Thanks to dear wenfen & amanda for being thr for me always. You both are always my dearest, & thanks for being thr when i'm down, going through all this shit. I'm sorry you guys have to always listen to all my shit. Regardless of what had happened to me, you both are always thr for me (: I promise i will get out of these shit sooon, but pls give me time to get over this. You darlings have always lent me your shoulders to cry on, the best pillars of support (: Much love to you both (L)
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Am i really happy or not?
I guess i'm not, let me confide in you - my blog.
Heartbreaking, is all i can say. It all ended, in my own hands.
I read through all those sweet msges, those beautiful peektures that we
took together, all compiled in one file. Everywhere i go, it reminds of
you & me. It wasn't difficult to go through this 17 months.
Beautiful memories start flooding through my mind,
one by one flashing in my mind.
I admit, i could not forget you.
I don't know if i had made the correct choice, there's a taste of
bitterness to it, but there's also a taste of acheivement.
I'm sure i'm happy with you, but not when you change.
Tears will start rolling down my cheeks whenever i think about you.
But still, i chose this.
I'm not sure whether you give a damn about this,
But i don't think you did. You seem so oblivious to your surroundings.
I was expecting you to do something about it, but i guess you won't.
Everything was my choice, i deserve all this.
You appear in my mind everytime although i seem to have give up everything.
But i've not. I still...love you.
I don't know if i should say this, but that's true..
Everything is me who had caused this. )'''':
Heartwrenching,
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
23th March' 09
Happy birthday to Dearest Zhiqing! may all your wishes come true!
You know i love you, xoxo! (:
School starts ytd and i know everybody dreads school! Especially when a 1 week holiday isn't enough @ all! School was boring, what else would i describe school? -.- It felt like i've not slept enough that i fell asleep in school! damn.
Ok, rushed to Ehub with darlings to have our dinner cum lunch @ nyny! Had a feast thr i tell you, our stomachs almost exploded -.- & I wouldn't want to mention the price as well, LOL. Fortunately, we needn't stay to wash bowls cos we have sufficient money. Hhaha. Sat thr till our buttocks were hot until we left.. I TELL YOU THE WAITRESS THR SUCK CANZXSZX! Wahlau, feel like slapping her face, give us a buay-song face and a face that tells us she is displeased with us.
You can simply fuck off & forget being a waitress cos customers are always first. >:) Overall, had fun with them (: Sorry poooony, thr wasn't any cake for you! We wanted to giv you a surprise, but ehub doesn't sell cakes! But still i hope you enjoyed the time together (: hehehe. Love you! & happy 15th birthday!
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Look @ the spread on our tableeeeeee, haha.
We are 15 yrs olds, but we cannn eat ok! laughs.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Happy 1yr 5 months Anniversary baby! (:
At least we had some quality time together this evening, & i guess that's enough for me to ask ask from you.
Although nowadays, you're busy with your lion dance trainings & meeting up with your friends,
sometimes, i get fustrated over you not meeting me,
So sorry for throwing tantrums on you on Friday that made us both very fxcked up.
We cursed each other, like enemies, but still, i love you.
You didn't spend alot of time with me, but every min and second spent with you, i will cherish
and will always make the best out of it.
Although you left to meet our friend @ midnight, & left me going back Tampines alone on a train,
& walking back home in a dark & scary park alone, I still love you.
I'm still trying to control my temper and to adapt to your somehow newly-changed life.
I hope you'll understand and I'm still trying very hard not to think too much,
i will grow up eventually and be a much more mature girlfriend for you.
Throughout the 17th months that we've been tgt, i swear i still love you the way like the past,
and we've been through ALOT, yeah. ALOT. You changed and i changed,
But i hope these changes are for the better.
I love sweetheart (: Happy 17th monthsary.
♥
I will end this post with a super dumb peekture of him! :D

P/s: Thanks JJ for for editings in the picture above! With lots of love. (:
Saturday, March 21, 2009

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Met Wenfen again today as she said she wasssssssssssss bored. Accompanied her to have her Ajisen. Slack all the way in Cs toilet until i finally met up with Fan & co. To eastcoast for dinnnnnnner. Place was packed with people, but worth queuing up for good food thr! Walked to somewhere far & ulu to settle down and slack, the place is quiet and a good place for couples! Hehe.
Lepak all the way till 12+ under my block & home.
Overall, it was a pleasant day (: So many people's birthdays are coming up, god damn it. Broke. ):
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Happy 17th monthsary,
I don't know whether i should be happy or not.
Friday, March 20, 2009

"A leopard never changes its s.p.o.t.s"
Pleasant day out with L.Wenfen. (: Although met up with each other rather late in the afternoon, but i guess there was enough quality time with her. Caught up with her, updating each other about each other's lifes. Realise people are changing really fast. A saddening thing to know uh. To certain extent, i hope we can manipulate our own lifes and we can rewind back life! Cool huh.


Back to topic, had new york new york for dinner, & i should say their pastas are awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee, power pack man! Haha, compared to Pasta Mania, Pasta mania's a LOSER. Lol. Sat there i think for hours and we talked alottttttttttttttt. From topic to topic. Sit until the chair also hot hot. Haha, ok. that was random. Headed down to Charles & Keith, she bought a very pwreety shoe oh! Haha, my heart also itchy. The salesman was kind enough to offer a membership card to us because a previous customer from HongKong spent like 200+ on shoes and didn't want the membership.
HAHA, i think he couldn't understand what was Mem.ber.ship. :X
So, we were given the membership out of so many other shoppers in the shop!

Headed down to Teddies in the night. Felt really awkard to see so many aliens thr. Cos i'm a so called first timer thr. I remembered going there twice all in tears! Haha. And this guy above is the bartender of Teddies, he make different great concoctions with don't know what-great-things in those drinks. People there turned out pretty friendly although they said i was an anti-social @ first! Tsk, i so friendlyyyyyyyyy.
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Got entertained throughout by those pple thr (: I wouldn't hesitate to go down to Teddies again. Hehe. Made a number of friends thr tooooooo. Home sweet home by midnight, dad came to fetch me :D
Wah totally broke. Tsk.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
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Will be out with dear Wenfen later on, stay tuned to more peekturesssss! (:
Enjoy your holidays earthlings! School's starting sooooooon, enjoy all you can yaw!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

OH LOOOOOOK, SOMEONE IS TOO OBCESSED WITH MY BLOG, that she writes in on a paper everytime she talks to me, hahaha. kidding :D
Who is she then? For me to know, & for you to find out, hehehe.
Haven't been updating, so i'm hear to updateee! Like finally. :D Oh btw, didn't i told you guys that i've caught Race to Witch Mountain on Saturday night?
Oh yes yes yes, the show's excellent!!!!! You guys have to go catch it.
Past few days were rather pleasant (: Didn't get to go Zouk, St.James coming this thursday, still deciding whether i should go or not..... argh. Comments on this plssssssssssssssss.
I'm so sorry i don't have any peektures to make my blog more "interesting" in a sense cos i've not been taking any peektures recently. HAHA.
& i'm gonnnna die, have not complete any holiday assignment & my stupid chinese teacher have given us so many homework, I HATE CHINESE. Damn.
Argh, i'm decomposing @ homeeeeeeee. i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnna go out to take in the fresh air outside ):
School's reopening in -insert days-. I don't wanna know, & i hope holidays last forever ):
Saturday, March 14, 2009
I'm catching this later in the night afterwards! Hope this movie will turn out goooood. & damn, clique will be heading down to Zouk tmr, ): Who ask me to have a boyfriendddddddd, not fairrrr. ): Jkidding :X Johnny will kill me if he sees this but, whatever! Lol. Hope you guys enjoy your holidays but to also spend it wisely (:
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L4D ytd, was a nerve wrecking game ytd, that made me all so stressed up. Bad headache after the game when was heading home. Zombies kept appearing in my head. -.- The game is sooooo addictive man. But by not playing it properly, conflicts will occur. So yeah, that's about the game.
Ytd was Friday the 13th, which supposed to be a black friday but nothing bad happened to me, everything turned out fine. Report books were issued out to us today. And as i said, i improved alot. Hope i will carry on like this for the next term!
Staying at home today because my mum nagged @ me for going out so often -.- & yes, i'm decomposing already. damn. Heading out for dinner later on with family. Argh, bored.
Thursday, March 12, 2009


Gave school a miss today because i wasn't feeling well. Bad flu that lasts for the whole day & my nose is already tearing apart, i can't rub it and if i sneeze, it will hurt very badly ): tmr's the last day of the week that marks the start of march holidays (: So how have you guys fare in your CA? I pray that there wouldn't be any extra classes on the holidays. *cross fingers.
& i've realised that alot of people been reading my blog without tagging! tsk, how can you guys break my hearttttttt.
My life has been rather boring during school days, don't blame me okkkkkay, i know my blog isn't so happening alrrr, i promise it will be more exciting and interesting when the holidays arrive. ^^
I'm off to watch my drama seriallllllll, ciaos!
Take good care of your health darlings, weather's being a bitch and unpredictable.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
My school's a bitch on Mondays & Tuesdays. I hate these 2 days becauseeeeeeeeee school is especially long and time passes so slow. Damn it, but i'm glad tmr is already Wed, which means the week is gonna end very soon! And March holidays are approaching, which is next week. Double yay.
I've got back my CA results, & i should say i did well! I have improved a lot compared to the last 2 yrs, & i think it is an achievement. But sad to say, i failed my Mother tongue. My chinese is totally CMI. I don't know why they still put me with the Band 1s, but i'm glad i failed to a certain extent. It's because i get to drop my band and not be in the Band 1 class. I swear my teacher's expectations are sooooooo high that she wants the whole class to have distinctions in Chinese. HAHA, I'M SO NOT CHINESE MAN -.-
ok, talking about my results. I have all Bs' and only 1 C. Isn't that something i should be happy about? I've always seen countless Cs' in my report card last year man! :D But i shouldnt be complacent and i should start practising. I finally passed maths because i never passed maths for the past 2 yrs.
I shouldn't say NEVER PASSED @ all, but most of the time, i will flunk my maths. & this time round, i got a B! woooo.
School is sooo boring today that i've nothing to comment abt, but there was a big commotion after school today. Why should fights happen only because of a staring case? -.-
Kids.
I don't bear grudges,
I forgive and forget.I miss those ol' days.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Did i mention that i went shopping ytd? OKAYYY, I only bought back a pants & bought a top for Baby from Messy @ bugis junction. Was planning to watch Push in the theatres ytd but there weren't any more time slots for it & only left the front row seats @ GV marina. Gave it a miss & lepak @ somewhere-on-the-top at marina square. Had fun thr, because of some crazy humans entertaining us thr. Dinner with baby @ jiaxiang mian. I guess you heard of Jiaxiang mian on the tv. "jiaxiang jiaxiang jiaxiang, mian mian mian!" laughs.
The noodles were power pack & it wassssssssssssssss very delicious. I would go back thr to have their noodles again. So was their Wanton soup. Power packkkkkkkk! Although some would say it's only tissue paper in some soup.
The rest headed down to cs to catch Push while i headed home early..
School resumes tmr, & it's gonna be monday blues again.. Damn. School holidays are after next week! Hell yeah! :D



I wish Ivy & her new baby to last long, & hope you're happy darling,although i see Alvin in such dire straits, I will help him get over you in no time. Because i can see that you're happier with your new darling. Whatever it is, i still love you & meet me soooon (:
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Why did everything turn out so screwed up? I want to be a happier person, turning out to be a much more jovial person. I just hope everything will end very soon. Why can't pple be much more understanding and forgiving? I just hope everyday will be a better day..
Shopping spree tmrw with the usuals, hope i will be home with many shopping bags!
Gr,
life suck.
Thursday, March 5, 2009

WOOHOO, my moola has arrived!
How cool is that, hearts NUFFANG♥
School is alrighttttttt, i feel sad that my birthday is over! Haha, just kidding! Days passed as quickly as ever, it seems that tme is zooming pass so quickly and it is already the 3rd month of the year! Common tests are over, & i did okkkkkkkkk.. I shouldn't say that i did well either. I will just have to work even harder!
Unpleasant stuffs have been going round these few days, & i got soo fed up and moody because of some things. I don't know what have came into this world that made things upside down and made everyone upset. I hope every tomorrow will be a better day. & will just hope that the close ones beside me will be happy, cheerful & noisy once again..
Tmr is friday again.. & everything will be a same routine again.. Ciaos!
You're changing for the better, love you baby.
Monday, March 2, 2009

Happy sweet 16th to this 2 darlings! Amanda & Chinyi.
& of course, to myself!
Just to inform your guys, we three have the same birthdays!
I could say that the chalet wasn't really a blast, i was drained out by the first day and was soooooooo tired already on the second day, the first day passed so quickly. Was bbq-ing in the evening, & night falls so quickly. By the time, it was alreay near midnight. Thanks to those sweethearts that attended my chalet for the bbq on the first day! So sorry i didn't entertain you guys much! I was too busy. ): But i hope you guys happy that i spend a little time with you guys after the bbq!
Many unpleasant things happened on the second day, it was really heartwrenching to see one of my sweetheart crying on her birthday when the clock striked 12. But everything is over by that night itself, & i'm happy that things started to change for its better by then.


Wildwildwet on the second day in the morning, as you can see in the pictures, i'm badly burnt ): Was totally exhausted and could actually doze off the moment i lie on the bed, afterall, i had fun gng to WWW with fun bunch! Dinner aftermath @ downtown, turquila during the night and cutting of cake by midnight.

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Was upset to know somethings that happened during the 2 nights, but still, i didn't really bother because i didn't want to rake up those things as everybody were having their fun @ the chalet. Let it go & everybody will be happy..
Thanks Kelvin bird for the cake! & once again, happy birthday to the 3 of us!! :D May all our wishes come trueeee, :D


Thanks honey, for making my birthday memorable, (: Love you baby, ♥
From Brenna & co. Thanks for the hat! found this familliar? (refer to the post Saturday, February 14, 2009) I've tried it before @ Topman, & they bought it for me, so sweet! Thanks, love you all!
Thanks for photoframe & the cute card from you honey! Love it alot, & it was so sweet of you, :D haha, love you!

This is from Amanda short, thanks for the necklace! I will buy you a present soon as soon as i got the time, i wasn't able to get you a present in time because i was too busy with chalet! Love you darling.

This is from Kelvin bird, thanks for the levi's shirt! I'm suprised to see that you know my size! Hahaha, thanks birdddddddd!
P/s: & there's another present from Wenfen darling, a pink polka dots boxer! I shall post it up another timee! :D
Tags replies (Only for this post!):
teddy mang: HAPPY BELATED BRITHDAY DARLING. :D
teddy mang: omg , i forget to wish you happy birthday ,
Thanks darling, (: See you soon!
Siman: sayang birthday reaching soon hur! happy advance birthday!loveyou<3
Thanks Sayang! Love you!
James Bonk Happy Birthday! 1 More Year To NC16 Movies :D
JINGHENG!!!!!!~: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! YOU'RE OLDER BY ANOTHER YEAR ALR!!! WOOHOO!!! YOU'RE AGING!!!
HAHAHA, Shut up jingheng, it will be your turn very soon!
passerby `: Sherri, happy birthday ! ;D Hope you're fine with your stead . Lastlong . ^^
Thanks honey, yup, very fine with him! Thanks alot!
Duncan: Duncan here for daily tagging report! Here to wish you, A Happy Birthday ;D Best Wishes& Grow taller! Ahaha,Tagggg!
Thanks, LOL. SHUT UP DONTCAN.
Xueqi :Happy B'day! :D
Thanks sweety, takecare!
Joanna: Darling! Happy 15th birthday to you! :) Muacks.
Thanks darling! Love youuuuuuuuuuu<3
Pingping: Happy birthday S/h/i/t Eater! :D
Thanks assholeeeeeee! Takecare love.
HUIY ♥: Happy birthday cutecute :D
Thanks cutecute! See you sooooon! <3
Irene: Yo Sherri! Happy birthday ♥ !
Thanks cutie, love!
Jiahui: Happy birthday:)
Thanks, takecare (:
Passerby: happy birthday! :)
Thanks! (: takecare!
EVELYNNN: Passed by, Happy Birthday! (:
Thanks! Takecareee!
NATASHA:D: happy 15th birthday :D
Thanks! Takecare!
passerby: Happy birthday 15 birthday ? (:
Hehe, thanks alot! Tc (:
Hakeeem: HOW DOES INDIANS LAUGH ?!! I I I I ! :D
HAHAHAHAHA, FUNNY SIA YOU. YOU HORNY ASSS.
Passerby,: You've patched back with Johnny alr ? (:
Yup. (: takecare!
robin: woo hoo~ on ur birthday~
Thanks! (: btw, do i know you? Lol.
juexin: happy birthday ! :D
Thanks! ((:
S: [b] Happy Birthday !!! [/b] ^^
Thanks! (: tc.
PEARLENE: hello there , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ;DD May you have fun & enjoy your day . smiles
Thanks for your wishes!! Hehe.
Vivian: You wearing what type of lenses? :D
Freshlook, winsome brown.
Claudia: Happy Birthday in Advance , (:
Thanks! (:
JINGHENG!!!!!!~: You didn't seem to add back.
JINGHENG!!!!!!~ ADDED ALR. NOOB!!! =D
LOL, WAD NOOB. ASS. WHAT'S YOUR ADD? LOL, THEN I WILL KNOW WHICH IS YOU.
Passerby: Cheer up sweet ! Your love will come back to you if he really loves you . And i hope he will . ^^ Nice blog anw !
Thanksss! I'm back happily with him alr, thanks for your concern dear (:
Duncan: happy birthday to you! x2 Happy birth day toooo SHERRI! happy birthday to YOU!!! :D Sorry yea, i'll find something for you thts NOT soft toy since you hate it! Ahahaa, TAGGED.
OKOKOK. THANKS! LOL.
passerby: may i know what is your song????anyways nice blog
No Doubt - Running.
Thanks to those who have wished me! (: I appreciated it & i'm over the moooooooooon! HEHEHE, i'm finally 15! Can get IC alr, hehehehehe :DD