Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Life is unfair,
maybe i shouldn't always be the good person.
i'm getting sick of being used of.
although i don't mind if i make another person happy in life.
i'm not some pushover,
i'm not someone that can be easily bullied.
i'm not someone who you can take granted of.
I've only realised this point only when there were some unhappy
issues that happened in my life,
makes me fustrated,
makes me feel being used.
Calling me down for money only
when you don't the money.
"accompany me leh" when thr are so many ppl accompanying you alr,
& when i appeared of you, "dear, money leh".
4-5 ppl accompany you alr, then after that go home?
All along, i thought you were alone so you called me down to acc you,
And i rushed down, not having to know that thr were so many ppl thr for you.
Am i your dog or what?
I've not been in the best of moods for the past few days & i received
such a shitty treatment from you, do i deserve it?
Why am i always the one suffering in silence when i try to make the pple
around me happy? damn it.
I'm sorry that i'm venting my sorrows on my blog, but i feel so much better ranting everything here.
Gr, life s-u-c-k.
Tests, tests, tests. Damn, school is so mudane this few days. Tests almost everyday, & when Maths test were given to each of us today, i couldn't doooooooooooooooooo! Omfg, i really feel like killin' myself when i've tried so hard studying for maths. Hais, i'm so dissapointed in myself.
I must really buck up, as for the other tests, like Social Studies, I think i gonna fail man, I'm not a social studies or a history kind of person, gawd. They make meeeeeee doze off.
I'm looking forward for Geog test cos i feel i'm prepared for it, & i'm so gonnnnnna score for that test this friday! I hope! hehe. Chinese teacher didn't turn up for lessons for ytd & today. That totally made my day, cos CHINESE SUCKK. Omg, i'm so not a chinese speaking person. God. & yay, tmr's wednesday and of cos AIR RIFLEEEEEEEEEEE. hehe. although it's gonna be a tiring day, it's so enjoyable.
V'day is coming, & i'm feeling soooo moodless for it. Cos i've just received a very shit treatment from him earlier this evening.
Sighsssssssssss.
Lee Wenfen is so annoying, keep annoying me with my past pictures. ): GAWD.