Sunday, January 18, 2009
It isn't the same anymore,
Things have changed drastically, & it isn't pleasant anymore.
Regarding to my
love story, things aren't the same anymore,
Bickers are always the passing phace of my life.
But till now, then i realised that it isn't just a passing phace anymore.
It's been a routine for me & i'm getting very tired of it.
On every alternate days recently.
We don't seem to communicate anymore,
We bicker whenever we communicate.
I feel that i don't need a boyfriend. I can be happy everyday without a bf.
HA HA HA. Just like now, i'm laughing! Hawhaw.
I got so many other darlings that can fill
colours in my life.
Not only him, for an 18yrs of age, i bet he would want a much more better girl.
& for my standard, i'm sure i would find a much more mature guy in life.
I shall strive for the better in life,
Score good grades for this year, & i wouldn't let this matter affect my life.
& i would definitely have a better future then him.
He doesn't treat me that nice like those ol' days anymore.
& i'm venting my unwanted anger on this postttt.
I don't like to share my sorrows with my friends except my blog.
I'm envious of other couples for staying sweet like ever.
while mine is going nowhere.
I always thought mine rs would always be a happy one.
But, i've never thought it would end up like this.
I admit i can unreasonable @ times, but
which girl don't have tempers when it come to relationships?
I've taken the first step by asking you what for continuing,
But your answer was "i dunno la haix".
How do you expect me to brushen things up within us?
Therefore, by taking the first step, i think it has gone nowhere.
I've always thought i'm fortunate to get someone who i can last for 15 months.
But on the other hand, things changes still.
Lasting for 15 months isn't something you should be envious of if your
relationship is as sucky as mine.
I've finished complaining,
& i'm still in a dillema. WHAT SHOULD I DO. )':