Tuesday, July 15, 2008
From th past till now ,being able to be stronger , overcoming every obstacles myself .
I changed .
So i changed, in general : appearance & attitude towards life . yeah , i admit . I used to have facial piercings & i kinda regret . Scars on my nose & lips . Rather fugly . But glad there isn't any studs poking out of my face ya ? (: Past is th past , i used to have many unhappiness in the past . In regard of my family , studies & so on . But now , i'm matured enough to think , to decide what i want , to decide my moves in life . Although there're certain mistakes i've yet to change , i will change , somewhat . I ain't some typical Xiao Lianlian anymore , somehow ? :/ I admit i was one last time , spouting vulgarities any-o-how . Yeah , childish & immature .
Anger always egulfs me easily , gettin'me all agitated up on small matters , the slightest things . Yeah , itz normal , i've to change the attitude people treated me last time , i'm guilty , i'm remorseful . Whatever fucking attitude i gave to people in the past , esp my family . I'm sorry .
I've decided to really pull up my socks in my studies & to also change myself gradually , time heal all wounds . I promise i will . Certain things just can't . i will try .
Certain things that i've decided in the past somehow have effected my present life . Not all , but some . I luv my present life now , with the circle of friends accompanying me , luving me , caring for me . I shall stick to them from now till forever . (: They luv me i luv them . Hearts . i shan't have too many friends to avoid misunderstandings like the past(?) Having my boyfriend , his brothers & my sisters itz enough . That's all i need . I'm satisfied & bubbly . (:
I hope we could last
till forever , i couldn't do w/o you ,
come what may , we'll overcome anything & everything
my best boyfriend on earth .
love you till there's no tmr . 6 more days to
9 monthhhhhhhhhhhh. <3