Monday, June 16, 2008

Papa , happy father's day .
Happy father's day t all fathers in the world, i bet all fathers are happy, today . Being able to celebrate it with their immediate family members , gettin' all smiles on their faces , enjoying th warmth of their family . But , one thing that made me all weak , fustrated , angry , violent or whatever negative adjectives you could describe that what had happened today , on th very happy father's day . My birthday present for my dad was a bigbigbig fight with my big sister , a very sad one . A very violent one . That made me almost killed myself . I swear , cried till my eyes almost bleed , couldn't stop fighting for oxygen .
Big sister & me couldn't get along since i became a notorious teenager , i changed , to a much more hot-tempered teenager , someone who blurt out vulgarities when couldn't control my anger . Yup , everybody gets hot when they flares up . For example , me . I got into this earlier on . In public , fighting with my sister . I slapped her , & that was on impulse , i really didnt mean it . Slap & punched my own flesh & blood . Can you imagine how heartbroken am i . After all that exhaustion & fatigue-ness my dad got th past few days , we could still gave this fight as a present for him , i deeply regretted . It's all my fault for flaring up & making everybody miserable & get worried-sick .
I'm sorry . Thanks bee , bro & shorty for comforting me . <3